Everything good. Generally comes to an end sometime or another.

Woke up this morning. In the foulist mood going. Just wanted to sleep forever.
I just want everything normal. No tears. No bad moods. But most of all. My mum by my side. I mss waking up oto her smile every day. And her asking me if i slept well. My dad is my hero! He's my bestfriend! and he always sticks by the things i choose to do.

Its Only 9.55am and already its been a HUGLEY shit day. I just want it to end already! erghh. Talking to corey is one of the only things that cheers me up so much!

My friends and family are all that matter to me.  And i want my friends to be happy. and smiling every single day. As hard as it may be sometimes.  A faulse smile is the worst thing.  Its just something to hide deep emotions that they dont want people to see.

I try my best to smile every single day! I love to smile. A smile goes a long way. But if I am in a bad mood. I wont nesserceraly put a faulse smile on. I always tend to look like ive been slapped in the face. Today is one of those days!

I just want everything normal again!

Rest In perfect Peace Meagn and Dan.
I miss you both
Sleep well angels.

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life is a rollercoaster ride.

Currently sat at school. with sarah charlotte and lucy!
Telling them all to set up a blog! BECAUSE I AM TOP.

This morning has been [pretty boring to be honest. Had a hot mocha on the way to school whilst waiting for my bus! LUXUARY. Came into school. so so cold! was waiting for the bell to ring with Kimberley Bowman. had a gossip session with lauren feast! God i love that girl!

Sitting in the I..T room with lucy charlotte. So bored! But these girls make me laugh so much!

Getting my hair dyed today EEEKKKKKKKKKKK. fuck im excited! Going ginger hopefully!
Fingers crossed. lololololol.

Well thats it for now. In school to cannot be bov to write anymore
Keeep smiling my cuties!
Much love xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Life is one big sing song!

Been singing all day, at the top of my voice. Annoying my family hahha!
Eminem seems to be popping up on my playlist a lot!, Like toy soldiers, Probably the cutest song i have ever listened too. Every Lyric in that song can relate to anyone in very different ways.


Been speaking too billy most of today just about shit really haha! Singing to each other because we are TOP. Naa im top. hes a loser. Was also having a sing song with Sam jupp, Singing to Rizzle kicks! 


I have a diary that i write in everyday because i find it easier to express myself whilst writing things down! People have read it. But thats because i needed to tell somebody about things that go on in my life.
I love making my friends happy and seeing them down is AWFUL. 


I actually used to be a really horrible person. Never used to care about how my friends felt. But I've changed now and my friends and family are all that matter!


Corey is always on my mind. He is the most beautiful boy I've seen! never fails to put a smile on my face! he gives me butterflies (:, My friends and family must get annoyed because he is ALL that i speak about, I generally think i love him! God I'm so sad.


Mightt update later! 
Keep smiling cuties
Love you all!  
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Everything seems to be going my way.

Everything has been getting better, 


Today was a pretty good day!


Everything seems to be looking up! found the boy i adore. I have the best friends anyone could ever ask for! 


Spoke to my mummy today about the move back to West Sussex. She seems really excited! I am so excited to be able to see her whenever i like! for however long i like!


My step mum thinks she is my mother. drives me nuts sometimes, But what can i do about it? I'm only a child! I can't say anything without getting my head bitten off. Its like she wants to be my mum. which she will never be but that doesn't stop her from thinking it!. If i confront her about something, she gets all defensive and argumentative. SILLY LADYYYY


My friends are amazing, Lauren Feast is the girl that i'd happily sit for hours with and explain everything about my life knowing she is listening!  Brandon allison is hilarious, and makes me laugh so much that i  end up in floods of tears! Normally taking the mick out of someone which puts me is hysterics. Ellie Mundle is a right QT she makes me laugh so much! 


Corey jordan
He is everything i need. He makes me smile. Makes me laugh and makes me feel Amazing. Every time he texts me, I get butterflies! I always smile just at the sight of his name. Everything about him is PERFECT. I actually can imagine him being in my life Forever!. Hes so so perfect, Have i said perfect somewhere in this paragraph?


R.I.P MEGAN MOORE.
R.I.P DAN JAMES HOARE. 


Hope everything is okay up there! Thankyou for leading me in the right direction! I miss you both you're both always on my mind 
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Well that's all for tonight only something shortt 
Keep on smiling you cuties!
Sleep Well!
Loveee kiahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh